embarrassed to ask your name

my blog is named after a book by Michelle Smith and her husband (and former psychiatrist) Dr. Lawrence Pazder that came out in 1980. The best-seller chronicles the doctor recovering memories of satanic abuse performed on said Michelle in Victoria B.C. at the age of five in the 70's. Though the book ended up being discredited, it's definitely a good read (think Million Little Pieces, all bullshit but entertaining none the less).

I couldn't find a copy of it for some time, but now I've been given all three different covers.