i could do this forever

I'm so confused.

Potential party, $$, fancy livin', or this low key, figuring it all out, poor homelife? HELP!

In either case, I'm going back to my roots and remembering why and becoming re-obsessed with dolls. The first one I would like to get is a un-reinforced wax doll, preferably made by John Edwards (I could never afford this) - his look like they're in a dream or something. She's pretty, but not great (left).

Or I would settle for a kewpie doll (right). I've had little replicas in my life, but never a REAL kewpie.

I may be losing it.

PS: YAY MADELINE&LINDSAY&ERIC xOxOx